Thursday, October 28, 2010

Dissonance

Lately I've been experiencing an uncomfortable disparity between what I believe to be true of God and how He interacts with His people, and how I feel about the current situation into which he has placed me, or allowed me to be placed at least. I know what the Bible says. He is always with me. He will never leave me. He is working all things together for my good. But, if I'm honest with myself. I don't feel like that. I feel like He's toying with me. "Haha! Lets see how much longer we can get him to twist in the wind before he breaks."

*sigh*

I'm thankful that as powerful as those feelings have been at times they have yet to penetrate the knowledge I have of God so that I truly believe such things of Him. So far, my belief in Him is steadfast but, somehow, the steadfast nature of my belief makes the dissonance that much harder to bear. The more firmly I cling to my hope in Him, the more it hurts that I don't see any change in my circumstances. That's not to say that I don't see any change. In many ways, I am changing, despite the pull of circumstances, in positive and healthy ways.

I suppose that experience does match up with my belief in God's character. Things like finances and job situations are simple matters and not high on His list of priorities. Growing my character, however, is much more complicated and a high value for Him. He wants me to be like Jesus and that is no small thing. Comfort and ease do not often build such character so I shouldn't wonder that I am uncomfortable and ill at ease.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Movie Review #10: The Social Network

Jon Rasmussen is writing a review of "The Social Network".

Now that you're up to date on my status. Lets get on to reviewing David Fincher's latest cinematic offering about Mark Zuckerberg and the creation of Facebook. I have to admit that I was surprised when I first saw a preview for "The Social Network". I've been quite familiar with Facebook for quite some time now but I had no idea that anything about it could possibly make for a compelling movie. Little did I know that lurking beneath the clean, addictive and wildly popular social networking site was a fascinating tale of desire, genius and the perks and perils of success.

The story of Facebook and the creative genius behind it, Mark Zuckerberg, is somewhat shrouded in mystery. As we are informed by the text at the end, most of the real-life counterparts of characters in the movie have signed non-disclosure agreements with regard to their dealings with Zuckerberg. This, for me, begs the question of how the story came to be known to Ben Mezerich, author of the source material. However the story that appeared on the screen got there, it is indeed compelling.

In "The Social Network" Mark Zuckerberg is the stereotypical nerd. He is socially awkward, incredibly brilliant and has difficulty with the ladies. When we meet him he is having a conversation with his girlfriend who attends another university near enough to Harvard for them to have met and had a relationship. Things do not go well and Mark goes home and, while drunk, hacks half of the servers on Harvard's network. All Mark really wants is recognition and status. His one ambition is to be invited into one of the ultra-exclusive clubs on campus. The clubs are cool, have crazy parties and all but ensure future financial success. As we follow him on his journey from that drunken night in his dorm room to two separate depositions for lawsuits brought against him by two different parties we see the rise of the youngest billionaire in the world and we learn that the title of this film goes far beyond defining what Facebook brings to the internet. What Mark understands is that Facebook is not creating a social network where none previously existed. Rather, it is digitizing a pre-existing network of friendships and acquaintances. The relationships that make up this network are not nearly as simple and clean as they appear on the computer screen.

Like any great film, "The Social Network" brings up fantastic topics for further discussion. Unlike the last film I reviewed, however, I very much enjoyed watching this one and highly recommend it. I will ask you to do me a favor though. Please don't just watch this film. Think about it. Talk about it. Blog about it. Because every film should invoke a specific response and what more appropriate response could there be to a film about Facebook than exercising the forum provided by the internet and adding your voice to the mix?